Shadmans thoughts

I did more hunting today. I have not worked for a week but I am still doing ok. I feel good and went to the doc and he gave me news that I got to lose weight and get on some new pills for my blood poresure. I am now on four pills a day and I am 32 not all that good. I got to lose and do it slow and evenly

I do not know where my check is going to come from work wise. I am worried yet I need to have more faith in the Lord and his word. Here is a promise he made in the bible on my needs

Phil 4 : 12 I know how to be abased, and I know how to abound. Everywhere and in all things I have learned both to be full and to be hungry, both to abound and to suffer need. 13 I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me.[1]

Paul has known it all and has learned how to be content and happy regardless. I want to have so much and sometimes I find I just cannot have things I want. It is so easy to go to a place and have a buger and fries but it is not good for my health and it is not good because I work. I want to say I have lots of food in the fridge and that. I have some cash so I am rich and that and I got to learn to eat more at home. Back to the passage I can do all things in Jesus and that means all things. Paul looked to the Lord for everything and the Lord gave him all he needs. Macarthur said if I do not have food it is time perhaps to go home to heaven.

19 And my God shall supply all your need according to His riches in glory by Christ Jesus. 20 Now to our God and Father be glory forever and ever. Amen.[2]
This might be taken out of context as it is a charge to give money to Paul and his blessing for that. But still the Promise is made so I am going to take it for what it is. God is the supplier and the rich one in Jesus. He has it all and owns the world and he said he is going to meet my needs. Note it does not say my wants. He might not give me my wants like toys but he is going to needs. I do not want things that are going to take me out of the will of the Lord and I want to be in the Lords hand. Note the reason and that is Gods Glory and his fame. God wants to do this for his glory alone. He has it anyhow and I need to live for them.
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[2]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Jobs that I am not thinking to apply for

Circus worker, zoo keeper, pro rodeo rider, Life guard at ocean, wnba ref Pro Gambler, Kangaroo man, pro wrestler. A taxman, A dentist or whatever. I am trying to make a little fun. I am doing well as I had tons of meetings today and got a ton on apps. I found a man that is going to help me fill out things and talk about things. God is good and is giving me a lot of peace and I also know being repentive and humble yet sometimes I am not and I getr proud and I think I am ok when I am not. I repentive and I am seeking to do it gods way. I did not do this Gods way and need his forgiveness. I am not going to email people and report that I am anything but a sinner saved by Jesus. I did not act in a way that honored the Lord and I know it. I am not going to sit here and make a blame shift to anyone but me. I am not going to live in guilt either. I confessed and my sins are gone. I am forgiven and I am free in Jesus not to sin. Lets look at anger in the bible

Matthew 5:22 But I say unto you, That whosoever is angry with his brother without a cause shall be in danger of the judgment: and whosoever shall say to his brother, Raca, shall be in danger of the council: but whosoever shall say, Thou fool, shall be in danger of hell fire.
If I am angery with my brother I am liable to hell. If I call my brother a fool I am guilty of hell. I am in a serious sinner when I am in haste. I am in danger OF HELL FIRE. I am grateful for the salvation in Jesus and my life in him seeing this. I could spend forever in hell and I got saved and I am in the lord. Because this sin is one that sends folks away from the lord. If I confess my sin and forsake it I am forgiven but I see the serious things my sin cause.

Ecclesiastes 7:9 Be not hasty in thy spirit to be angry: for anger resteth in the bosom of fools.
If I am angry I am a fool. Anger never solved any problem for my life. I have never been blessed to lose my temper. I never made a real friend and I have never been able to share Jesus in anger. It is never a wise thing to be angry, it always harms me and people around me.

Psalms 37:8 Cease from anger, and forsake wrath: fret not thyself in any wise to do evil.
I am commanded to stop being angry and not do evil.
I am to forsake evil and turn to good. Perhaps one thing I could do is to fill my mind of good things. It is evil and sinful. I am to replace my anger with the word.

1 Timothy 2:8 I will therefore that men pray everywhere, lifting up holy hands, without wrath and doubting.
I am to pray and in prayer I am in contact with the Lord. I am in contact with the Lord then I am not going to have time to get mad. I am to pray in holiness and not doubting. If I do not think the Lord is good and right then I am not going to solve problems.

"Make every effort to live in peace with all men and to be holy; without holiness no one will see the Lord. See to it that no one misses the grace of God and that no bitter root grows up to cause trouble and defile many." - Hebrews 12:14-15 (NIV)
I am to be at peace with man and I am to be holy in this. I am not to be bitter and mad. I am to seek peace and Joy which are fruits the lord gives me.

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I lost the Job ands it is my own fault. I am the blamed one here and I own it and am sorry. I am hunting for a new job and I did some looking and might have a chance. If you read this pray for me. I went to school tonight and did ok in my midterms. I just got to keep going and trusting. I did not Mac and dons anyhow. I should be ok for the time being in cash and food. I need to cut the pop anyhow. Pastor said if he pays for food it is not going to be junk food. Ha I am happy. I am sort of down but know I am going to have to work at this to land a job. I am going to pray bout it to.

I got my Mac commentary so I am going to rest for the night and read some of my bible and learn something to


I got my first interview at cub foods on Monday and I need you all to pray for me. I am posting tons more on the blog I have and will continue to, I am putting the past behind and hope to find a job within 60 days. I am not going to sit around as I have gotten a ton of apps to do. I want to keep going on. I want to learn how to work out things in my life and see why I am so mad. I like I said I did not like McDonalds. I think when Larry left and they got this Eileen thing for me went to the tubes. She is a good manager but I knew I was not going to last with her because she was so strict. I did not open the mind and live like I needed to. She was anti Jesus and did not care for me and my faith and my preaching. I guess that was the downfall. I do not want to judge her so I will not.

I want to comment on a verse that has been given to me by Margie Buescher and Pastor art.
Romans 8 28 And we know that all things work together for good to those who love God, to those who are the called according to His purpose[1]

For we know ALL THINGS All means all you know. I did a study on Jesus forgiving All your sins and I found there is no sin that Jesus does not forgive. In this chapter Paul said All things meaning events that happen to me. So All things work together. I think this means are put together or made to play together. So every possible thing are joined together to. We now have the ones that they work together for and they are those who love God. Those who are fond of god or think deeply and seek his face. So there is a condition to this verse you have to Love God and be called to his purpose. We have to be in the Lord and walking in Love with Jesus. If we are not a part f Jesus then how can we love God and be part of his called purpose. I think the calling here is the saving call God gives. SO if we love God and know Jesus all things even sin and mistakes are included. So this what happened is going to work out for good. This means to a pleasant end.


I got a lot of apps to do this night. I might do them later but work on them.
Shadman
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

So I told some of the church folks that I did not work and I was comforted. God is not going to leave me and forsake me. I have confessed and I am right in the Lord. I am not sure what is going to happen but it might be a wake up call in not complaining about my job. God does not want me to complain and not work hard. I know the lobby is not where I want to be the rest of my life but if it is where God wants me then I got to serve that way. I was hired to work for them and they want one thing and it means iam not going to make more cash so I am able to pay for all my bills. I also know this is a new time if I am given it to find a better place to work for. I have worked there for 3 years and it is a long time. I am not a man that has to work there forever. I do not know what they are going to do.

Eileen,
I am sad and sorry for what happened on Thursday night. I offended you and the place you run. I was rude and I did not follow the things you asked me to do. I am seeking help on all the things I am doing wrong. I was sad that I thought you did not think I am not the employee that you want. I want to learn other jobs and not be stuck in the lobby for the rest of the job but if that is the way it is going to be then I can and will do that. I just think I have more smarts then that and feel that people look at my cp and not the things I am good at. I am going to counsel to learn to control my anger and I know it is a major problem. It is hard to be told to go home and not lose it. I was wrong to do it anyhow. I also relive that when I am at work you are right in telling me not to speak on the things that can offend others. I am not getting paid to offend I am getting paid to work and keep our place cleaner than any other place in town. Lobby is key to keep the people coming and eating our food. In a place we are at folks can eat in 10 places and it is our goal to bring them to ours.
I was so wrong in making light of the telling a person company protocol while I am clocked in. I am not going to ever do that in my life again. If I work here or anywhere I have learned many things in the send home and that is one of them. I understand you might not want my work there. I ask you to think of the 3 years of service I have given. I have not called in sick and show up every time. I prearrange to take time off. I also work hard and can do any task given. I know I need to learn more there and I am going to learn the things that I need to. I will learn things and take it easy with my temper. I have one that needs to be controlled and I am going to control it and I ask you to forgive me and give me a chance to prove I am a better worker
Shad

I went to Burger king, shopko, Cub Foods, KFC, town edge, to try to find a job today. I am not fired yet and all the friends are saying that I am going back. I am not sure what I want and if I want to go back to the things they say bout me. I am complained because of my fries and my job in the lobby is so bad. Eileen is not going to allow me t5o get a better job and let me work on other things and this is not right for her to think I am no good. I did get hired there for the lobby and all the other jobs, it is wrong to discriminate because I am disabled and that is not going to go with me at all. I did call her too much cause I need to know what is going on so I can fix my rent and food to comply. I need to get my people taking care for me the notice so I am able to keep getting help.

Did the place act in a wrong matter and say because if my CP I am not able to advance in my job to make more cash? I think not telling me the fries are not good and blaming me is not right when she told me that I needed to drop down the fris when I was not. Why did she say that and then turn and tell me the fries are not right? She is trying to not allow me to do things because I am disabled and that is not right is it? I am told by many of the boss there the fries are looking good and then she has the nerve to say they were bad?
On my faith, I understand that I am not able to talk about it on the Job. I am not doing it. I value Jesus over my Job and there are no such laws to nail me on it. If there are then let me see it. It is all I am asking. I am not going to check out of my faith because it is all I am. If I need to pray silently I am going to. I am not going to go tell others they are wrong but on the other hand I am not going to be silent when one in the back offends my walk and me. I am not going to let people bash my walk in faith and I if they do then this is a matter for us to chat over. I have freedom and God is not going to be taken from me in my work. I have him and he is mine and work NEVER is above him.

I am not good. I think I lost my job due to a truth that I did not obey the boss as I ought to. I got mad and was told to go home and now I wait for a call to see if I am going to be canned. All the others think I am not going to get the boot but I do not think it is going to be good. Lord I am in the unknown yet I know you knew this was going to happen. I am not worthy of getting a new job there so I need to know where you want what and me to do next. I know your provision is good and your not going to let me go but father hold me close. I want to go where you want me Lord and I am sorry for the altitude I have in the job. Please take this request and hear it and know I love you and want to serve you. I know your got me in your place in your time. I release this to you and know you will help me to grow and get your plan right. I know I am in your hands and you can do your plan.

I am not good. I think I lost my job due to a truth that I did not obey the boss as I ought to. I got mad and was told to go home and now I wait for a call to see if I am going to be canned. All the others think I am not going to get the boot but I do not think it is going to be good. Lord I am in the unknown yet I know you knew this was going to happen. I am not worthy of getting a new job there so I need to know where you want what and me to do next. I know your provision is good and your not going to let me go but father hold me close. I want to go where you want me Lord and I am sorry for the altitude I have in the job. Please take this request and hear it and know I love you and want to serve you. I know your got me in your place in your time. I release this to you and know you will help me to grow and get your plan right. I know I am in your hands and you can do your plan.

God loves the homosexual as much as any other, however, since homosexual behavior is a wrong against even ones own body. The long term practicing homosexual has a much more difficult time leaving homosexuality behind, usually, as do serial rapists and murders, e.g. God has the power to change a homosexual immediately or miraculously, but that is not the usual case, because God usually works things out depending on the individual's faith. Often it takes a growing faith in Christ to leave behind any habitual sin, and that is only accomplished by getting to know God better and better (John 17:3), so it is the mind and heart that are first changed.

So I am having hi blood pressure so I am getting my blood checked and he put me on toprol so I am able to get lower and better. I need to try to cut the pop and eat better or I am going to end life faster. I want to live for the Lord as long as I can so I am able to work and get others to the Lords heaven but that is a matter God is going to decide.

Dean

I am a little mad at you for the treatment you gave to me at the capital. I am also shocked that you are not going to vote to get the gay marriage thing on the ballot. I am shocked because you’re not holding the bible and if you’re a pastor you’re called to hold the bible above all. It is clear you are not going to be the man to get into the bible so I will do it for you! Here is the Bibles CLEAR talk about this

Lev 18:22 You shall not lie with a male as with a woman. It is an abomination.
Lev 20:13 If a man lies with a male as he lies with a woman, both of them have committed an abomination. They shall surely be put to death. Their blood shall be upon them.
Rom 1:26–27 For this reason God gave them up to vile passions. For even their women exchanged the natural use for what is against nature. 27 Likewise also the men, leaving the natural use of the woman, burned in their lust for one another, men with men committing what is shameful, and receiving in themselves the penalty of their error which was due.
1 Cor 6:9 Do you not know that the unrighteous will not inherit the kingdom of God? Do not be deceived. Neither fornicators, nor idolaters, nor adulterers, nor homosexuals, nor sodomites,
1 Tim 1:9–10 knowing this: that the law is not made for a righteous person, but for the lawless and insubordinate, for the ungodly and for sinners, for the unholy and profane, for murderers of fathers and murderers of mothers, for manslayers, 10 for fornicators, for sodomites, for kidnappers, for liars, for perjurers, and if there is any other thing that is contrary to sound doctrine,
[1]
deu 22 5 “A woman shall not wear anything that pertains to a man, nor shall a man put on a woman’s garment, for all who do so are 3an abomination to the Lord your God.[2]

Gal 5 19 Now ythe works of the flesh are evident, which are: 4adultery, 5fornication, uncleanness, lewdness, 20 idolatry, sorcery, hatred, contentions, jealousies, outbursts of wrath, selfish ambitions, dissensions, heresies, 21 envy, 6murders, drunkenness, revelries, and the like; of which I tell you beforehand, just as I also told you in time past, that zthose who practice such things will not inherit the kingdom of God.[3]

I expect you Senator to read your bible and understand this to. Pastors do the right thing and let us vote for this

Shad Rolfe
1519 mich ave se 104
Saint Cloud MN 56304
[1]MacArthur, J. (1999). The MacArthur topical Bible : New King James Version (Page 614). Nashville, Tenn.: Word Pub.
3 detestable
[2]The New King James Version. 1996, c1982 (Dt 22:5). Nashville: Thomas Nelson.
y Rom. 1:26–31; Eph. 5:3, 11; 2 Tim. 3:2–4
4 NU omits adultery
5 sexual immorality
6 NU omits murders
z 1 Cor. 6:9, 10
[3]The New King James Version. 1996, c1982 (Ga 5:19). Nashville: Thomas Nelson.

Cheryl is a masters college gal. I met her there and we talk tons on aol and email. 

I got to go to the Doc on Thursday because of my high blood pressure. I am a bit high in that department and I know I got to get it down and be healthy.

New pope already prayed to the mother of Jesus and this proves he is not a saved man because Mary has no way to be saved and any thing telling you she is a saving person is in sin of not preaching the Gospel and is going to not make it. It is faith in Jesus and your loving him and his work on the cross-alone that gets you into heaven. I do not trust any other way to heaven but the cross. If you do you might want to rethink it because Jesus blood is the true way and all others lead to other places. It is kind of the thing in the next few times I am going to do Matthew.

We are in the last week of Jesus on earth and we are going to see his last words to the people of that day. It is not a salvation message but it is a message to rejecters of the Lord. Jesus is talking to false teachers and folks that think they got the truth and they do not. For the ones that do not want to heart Jesus condemn and warn this section is not going to be your favorite but it is the Bible and I am going to preach it and study it.

Then Jesus spoke to the multitudes and to His disciples, 2 saying: “The scribes and the Pharisees sit in Moses’ seat. 3 Therefore whatever they tell you to observe, that observe and do, but do not do according to their works; for they say, and do not do.\
Many folks today are like this they preach the Lord and they are not doing what they preach on. They went the preaching place and they give a sermon on a topic and you find the preachers not living to please the Lord. I am guilty of this when I share and then the things I say are null because I do not live them as I am saying. I hate it when leaders ask you to do something they will not do. Like at work a manger is not good to askes and me me to do a task he won’t do. I see this all the time. I look to Jesus and know he did as he asks me to do. I guess that is why I am willing to follow him because he did it himself. Jesus shows me in his life he came and went into all I have to and yet he did it right. I want to strive to be like Jesus and not like people that let down and do not do as they preach.

Yet we need to follow the Lord and if the people are preaching the bible I ought to obey it and not them. Paul said this of fake teachers.

Phil 2 15 Some indeed preach Christ even from envy and strife, and some also from goodwill: 16 The former preach Christ from selfish ambition, not sincerely, supposing to add affliction to my chains; 17 but the latter out of love, knowing that I am appointed for the defense of the gospel. 18 What then? Only that in every way, whether in pretense or in truth, Christ is preached; and in this I rejoice, yes, and will rejoice.[1]

Even out of the false teacher if Jesus is preached we need to follow Jesus and not the person. WE ARE NEVER TO FOLLOW A MAN BUT JESUS!!



4 For they bind heavy burdens, hard to bear, and lay them on men’s shoulders; but they themselves will not move them with one of their fingers. 5 But all their works they do to be seen by men. They make their phylacteries broad and enlarge the borders of their garments. 6 They love the best places at feasts, the best seats in the synagogues, 7 greetings in the marketplaces, and to be called by men, ‘Rabbi, Rabbi.’

They bind a bunch of rules on folks and then sell it for faith. Like the Sabbath the people had to do a lot of rules and not rest. In this day we need to be careful to make sure all the things we ask people to do are in the bible. If they are not in the bible you are not to follow them. I think of some that make the bible say things it does not say in regards to music. If the bible said certain music is right them I will follow it. I am not sure what to think Church is to preach the bible and nothing but the bible and when a rule they want is not in the bible then I wonder.

I need to make one thing clear, as a Baptist I know my church has some standards and that is a good thing. Like you ought to not date till you got a high school education. It is a good idea yet it is not in the bible. I know they are good to have but lets make sure they are not to the point of not following the bible.

They do things to be seen by man and that is not righteousness. It is how you act when it is Jesus and you alone that make me inspired. If you read the bible and pray in your closet and not brag about it, do I give in private and is my TV on places it ought not be on. DO I live for the Lord as the one that is watching me or do I live for others? I think you and I need to live for Jesus when nobody and everybody is watching.

Leaders want to be in the best spots and we are not to be so proud and sit in places that make me look good but be humble and make others look good.

Shadman Later
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

It is later so I am going to run a classic tonight. I went to bible class tonight. I am not as I need to be in the book I am doing for the blog and I tend to work on other things. I want to think on this verse tonight

Here is a passage on submitting to the church.
1 peter 5 5 Likewise you younger people, submit yourselves to your elders. Yes, all of you be submissive to one another, and be clothed with humility, for[1]

Peter is asking me to submit to the church and its teachers and to its doctrine. I am not to be proud and go and think I got it made but I ought to think and honor the Pastor and allow him to teach me and be ok with his calls on things.

I got to go see the doc and get my blood pressure worked out. I am not going to die if I do not have to because I want to serve Jesus and grow deep in the things of the Lord. I got to learn to go to Jesus and be spirit filled meaning confess sin and forsake sin and not be a world lover. I think I love the world too much
Shadman
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Here is a old talk I did on Matt 13

I diod not get on the bus to Benny hinn today even tho I wanted to, I gave it to Jesus and He did not open the door to it. I guess it is a sign he did not want me there. I trut him and I know it is the Lords call and maybe who knows it is for him and if he did not want me there so I am not there. I am sure he has a reason knowing I think Benny is a bit nuts. I need to stay close to Jesus at any cost and that might mean he is not going to let me go to places that are not good for me.

36 Then Jesus sent the multitude away and went into the house. And His disciples came to Him, saying, “Explain to us the parable of the tares of the field.”
I Love it when the disciples asked Jesus what he meant and why he said what he said, Jesus is God and anything he ever said is so right on and is the very word of God. He did not give the meaning to many in the public and it seems his meaning was to a private meeting. So we have the Son that is going to tell a meaning of a story in his own words.

37 He answered and said to them: “He who sows the good seed is the Son of Man. 38 The field is the world, the good seeds are the sons of the kingdom, but the tares are the sons of the wicked one. 39 The enemy who sowed them is the devil, the harvest is the end of the age, and the reapers are the angels.
He who sowed the seed is Jesus the one who saved and redeemed the seed from Hell. Jesus is the one who calls us to repent and get forgiveness. Another time that shows Jesus is the one and only is when Peter said to Jesus You alone have the words to life. Jesus I know is the one who calls us to repent in him. The good seed are the sons of the kingdom I think the Sons are the ones that have made Jesus their own and it is a true conversion. I think they have been saved and God gave them life forever. I think that I see here that Jesus is the only way to God and he is the one that saves.
The field is the world we live in. It is not the Lords world in a way right now because the evil one is there to. If the evil one is here than he has the right to take some of the people that do not love Jesus. I am glad I am not a son of the devil. He is evil and people fall for it all the time. Satan has rights to anyone that does not know Jesus as their king. If Jesus is in a life the devil is not able to come in and take over. If not the devil is allowed to do as he wants because Jesus is not in somebody. Anyone that is not saved is a kid of the devil. Saved one is in Jesus and unsaved one is in Satan land. In the spirit world there is no middle gound. Maybe that is a great reason to get Jesus in your life and live for Him. The harvest is the last times. It is the end of the world. At that time one is going to stand and account for his sins. He that does not have them paid for goes to Hell.


40 Therefore as the tares are gathered and burned in the fire, so it will be at the end of this age. 41 The Son of Man will send out His angels, and they will gather out of His kingdom all things that offend, and those who practice lawlessness, 42 and will cast them into the furnace of fire. There will be wailing and gnashing of teeth.
This is not my favorite thing to work out but I need to a little and that is the truth that there is a hell and people are going there in droves. All the tares meaning the unsaved are going to go to hell. It is simple Accept the Lord now or go to hell later. Hell and that truth is an awful thought. It is not the Lord who sends them to Hell is is their choice EVERYTIME. God has sent his son to save. Here is what Hell is. It is a fire that burns hot and the worm does not die. Hell is a place. If Jesus said it I am going to believe and write on it. It is so bad I will no one to go there. Worst thing is the fact your alone and Jesus will not save you and cannot. It is a longtime forever matter of fact. I disagree with the people that say it last for a time of peratory. Not in the bible. You make it there it is forever and no way to pray you out. Hell is not PARTYING. It is never a joke and I ought not live like it is. I am so glad to have Jesus and not be going there. But people are and that is a reason to give and live for the Lord. We are not in the age of Judgment we are in the age where people of all walks still have the chance to be saved. Please do not r isk it get saved and email me today and there is a day you’ll wish you did.



43 Then the righteous will shine forth as the sun in the kingdom of their Father. He who has ears to hear, let him hear! Then the righteous will shine like the sun in heaven. Righteous is the people who are sin free and going to heaven. They did not DO to become righteous; they BELIEVED in Jesus and made him Lord of their lifes. You are not saved by being a good person only Jesus work saves you and you making a choice to be saved. Heaven will be awesome because God is there and I am going to see Jesus. There will not be a sin there and the age of sin is gone. I think that is going to rock because I am able to honor Jesus spotless and no sin ever gets in the way.

Today’s CD is DC talk. I saw them at sunshine and I loved them at first site. I think they are needing to get back and more to us fans. I like the New Thang cd but I do not have it in this folder. I loved the shows they did in the times I saw them. They opened for many good singers when they played. I saw them with Doug who is a friend I never see. He is not the best one for doctrine because he likes to many wackos like Benny and Meyers whom to me are bad preachers. I do not think they are all that good and the beg for money wrongly and they live to make money not preach Jesus

I got a new file-swapping thing and I am going to do some mp3 swapping. I am trying to get some of the songs that make the Shadman files. I got some of the Billy Joel songs and some Mariah Carry songs. I am going to make a list for the files here so I am keeping track of the songs and making a cd for my own stuff. I am just going to have fun on the music stuff.

I am going to a rally this week that said that a marriage is one man and one lady. I am not for any gay marriage and neither ought this state be. We need a thing to say that gays are not to get married. In the bible and all thur time a marriage is ONE LADIE AND ONE MAN. Homos are not right to marry. I do not hate the gays and I am not a bad person but I am going to stand and do my part to win the war for the land. MN ought to get a addmendment to stop the gays from their assault on values. I do not want Homos having and raising kids and I do not want kids going to schools I PAY FOR. I am not going to pay to teach kids to be gay and I am not going to fund this crap that makes it ok to make the bible wrong.

Why is this a issue I am deeply into. It is a thing I do not want because it makes this land unblessable. Jesus is not going to honor us if we go and not do what he told us to do. It makes me pay for the schools to teach the unbiblical value of the family. I am not able to not pay for it every time I pay for anything I am handing MY money to the government and they are going to spend it in a bad way. I fund the sin of sodomy and I am sick of it. It is something I am not going to pay for and I want to vote and say no to any type of sin. Abortion is a sin and I got to pay for it, gambleing is sinful and I pay for it, Listen Sin is not right and I do not care how you think I am not going to pay for your sins and God is right your not! I am tight preaching but if you do not like it to bad.

Here are some links I want you to visit on this issue

http://www.operationintercession.org/java-operatio/gaymarriage.jsp

Here we go. Hey the twins won the game and Johan has 3 already friends. Way to go. Lots of news for my friends today Rick gets to tie the knot. I want to think about being thankful for all I am in Jesus. I was reading the book for school and they reminded me of a verse that I want to think about tonight

1 this 5 16 Rejoice always, 17 pray without ceasing, 18 in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you.[1]

Rejoice always. God has given me so much in Jesus to be joyful over. I have a place to live and friends and Jesus. Much more than many people. I ought to be happy and Jesus gives me too much to not be happy about. All I am and have is in Jesus.

Pray without ceasing. Jesus is so good to me and I am commanded to always pray and ask the Lord for everything he is going to give to me. It is good to know God hears and honors folks that pray and ask. I am working to get better at praying to Jesus and knowing he is always going to give me what I need and sometimes he blesses me with what I want.

In All things give thanks. DO I thank the lord for the bad times in life? Is Jesus the Lord of the good I think he is king over all things in my life and that is the bad thing to?

This is the will of God. Folks talking what is the will of God. Its right in the passage tonight. If we do this and thank and pray we are going to be serving and doing the Lords work and that is to make him the king of life for me. I look to the lord for the simple plain things in life thanking Him for the day and asking him for the next.

Later Shadman
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Me and Lisa from Masters week in 2001 She works there and is on fire for the Lord Jesus  

Little history lesion. After my mother died I was sent to live in Kimball MN on a farm with Joel and Robin Hasslen. I think much of my faith is because of them. Any how I left there 25 years ago and today was the first time in many years that I reunited at the funeral of Grandpa Hasslen. Much of tonight’s thoughts are going to be on the Hasslen thing tonight. I want to first list the cousins and what they do.

Jenny Masso lives in the cities and is a travel person. If I am able to I will list her site to give her some business.
Tom Masso was the food inspector of the state of MN and now is retired. His wife is Sue and she I think was a mom to Jenny and Tim. John the third was a teacher and I saw Mandy but did not get any info on her. Sara said the Quota of the day. Shad I have not seen you in 100 years. It seemed she was older and as good as ever. Jean the aunt lived in CA. Sara I still remember going to your choir concerts and your Graduation to. I saw Jeff at McDonald’s one time last summer. It is funny to see the ride that I had to go first had a flat tire and the ride I got had a flat tire. Kind of interesting.

Here are some links
Sara Hasslen http://www.esrworks.org/
Helping folk get jobs in the Stillwater area

John Hasslen http://www.freshpatents.com/John-S-Hasslen-ElkRiver-invdirh.php
Made a thing.

I wonder what happen to a person that dies. I think this way, If one is saved he or she goes to a place that is near heaven. The body goes into the ground and the Spirit goes to live in heaven with Jesus. If the person was not save the person is separated from God to await the punshment of their deeds. I do not think it is hard to be saved as I have said many times on the site.

Here are some verses I like to think about in the time of ones death to help me get by.

Psalms 116 15 Precious in the sight of the Lord
Is the death of His saints.[1]

If you’re a saint meaning saved by Jesus. Saved is you have relyed on Jesus to pay for your sin on the cross. He rose and lives for evermore.

1 Cor 15 55 “O Death, where is your sting?
O Hades, where is your victory?”
56 The sting of death is sin, and the strength of sin is the law. 57 But thanks be to God, who gives us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.
58 Therefore, my beloved brethren, be steadfast, immovable, always abounding in the work of the Lord, knowing that your labor is not in vain in the Lord.[2]

There is no defeat in the death of the saint / saved people. If your saved you are going to the Lords presences.

Rev 14 13 Then I heard a voice from heaven saying to me, “Write: ‘Blessed are the dead who die in the Lord from now on.’ ”
“Yes,” says the Spirit, “that they may rest from their labors, and their works follow them.”[3]If you die then you are with Jesus forever. What a thing to do. You are going to be in Jesus forever and all worry is gone. That is a great reason to live for Jesus now.
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[2]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[3]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

This is my aunt donnas favorate  

I am going to the Katie wedding in may and returning to LA on the 12 of May and going to spend a week there. I am going to grace to see Mac and going to a Baseball game at Dodger park. I am paying 700 for a place and a flight. It is going to be a fun time and a relaxing time to. I hope all you master kids are there so I can meet you but I do not think it is going to be lots of free time. If you do want to do something fire me a comment and I will put you into the week. I want to go to the game and to church there. I did tell mike and Don I am coming and if your reading this then you knows it.


Tonight’s cd is Amy Grants great hits part 2.

History is making right now. I am going to a funeral on John Hasslen who was my granddad in the 70s. I have not seen they fam for 25 years and here I am going to the thing. Gary had a flat tire so I made one more call and Readkies are going to make the trip that is going to late for. So it is going to be good or bad. It is 10 30 and it starts in 25 so I am not sure if I going to make it on time. I am going to see the fam and pay my respects to John that was a granddad to me in the early part of my life. Another thing Tif Webb emailed me on the lifting hands thing. I think it is ok.

Here is the life of John Hasslen for my records and your reading pleasure


Tuesday, April 12, 2005John S. HasslenJohn S. Hasslen, Jr., 86, of Annandale died Sunday, April 10, 2005, at the St. Cloud Hospital. Memorial services will be held 11 a.m. Thursday, April 14, at St. John’s Lutheran Church, Annandale with Rev. David Doppenberg and Rev. Craig Richter officiating. Interment will follow in Highland Cemetery, Howard Lake. Friends may call from 4-8 p.m. Wednesday at the Dingmann Funeral Care Chapel, Annandale and one hour prior to services at the church. There will be a prayer service 7 p.m. Wednesday. Memorials are preferred to the American Diabetes Association or Annandale Pioneer Park. He is survived by children and their spouses, John III and Patricia of Elk River, Sue and Tom Masso of New Brighton, Joel and Robin of South Haven, Jean Levey of Ottawa, Ontario, Canada, Jeff and Joan of Elk River, Sara Hasslen of St. Paul; brother, Thomas and his wife, Valerie of Phoenix, Ariz.; 11 grandchildren; and 16 great grandchildren. His wife, infant daughter, Kristin Marie and sister, Jane Anderson preceded him in death.John Stewart Hasslen, Jr. was born June 5, 1918, in St. Paul to John S. Hasslen, Sr. and Frieda (Aronson) Hasslen. He married Florence Cochran Oct. 12, 1940, in Minnetonka and she preceded him in death on July 16, 2001. He served his Country in the U.S. Navy during World War II in the South Pacific. John owned and operated Hasslen Cabinet and Millwork, St. Paul and then in his retirement he was known worldwide for his reproduction Franklin car parts. Since 1937 John spent summers on Clearwater Lake and moved there from St. Paul in 1973. He was a member of St. John’s Lutheran Church, Antique Automobile Club of America, Franklin Car Club, and a lifetime member and former board member of Annandale Pioneer Park.
I knew him as Grandpa. He lived on the lake and I recall going on the boat there and swimming in the lake. I also know that he loved cars. I one time was in the shop with him and he helped me play with a nail thing. I also loved going there as a Hasslen and I also remember one time I went cross county skiing for the first time and lasted all of a couple of seconds on the skies. I member the time my uncle John got mad because I jumped into lake of the dock. He told me one time we were going to cut a hole in the ice and take a dip.

I do not think Grace Baptist is right on a few things. I do not think that it is good to say it is bad for a Christian to raise the hands in worship. I do not think it is bad to listen to ccm and I do not like the wackos in the Baptist church to condemn folks that use other ways of worshiping Jesus. I am mad at folks that make a deal out of the different ways others choose to worship Jesus. I may not think the hands are for me and I am going to explain why but if you brothers and sisters want to raise your hands to worship go ahead. If your belief is in the Lord Jesus and the cross of the Lord Jesus paid your way then you’re my brother and sister and I am not going to not allow you to express your faith is a way I am not ok with. I am not naming names but some people are so not for the body of Jesus and some are too much intro the body.

41 While the Pharisees were gathered together, Jesus asked them, 42 saying, “What do you think about the Christ? Whose Son is He?”
They said to Him, “The Son of David.”
Jesus asks the leaders who he was. Jesus asks all of human kind who is he. By the way Readers Who is Jesus to you? Is he a good person that said some good things? Is he a man that did magic and lots of super things? The Lord is asking the folks they’re who they think the Christ is. They called him the son of David. What is the Son Of David? I did a thing on this but I am going to redo it and look and see how right I am. David was one of the kings of the Lords Land Israel. He ruled it back before the temple was built. In the life of David God said this

“When your days are complete and you lie down with your fathers, I will raise up your descendant after you, who will come forth from you, and I will establish his kingdom. He shall build a house for My name, and I will establish the throne of his kingdom forever. … My lovingkindness shall not depart from him, as I took it away from Saul, whom I removed from before you. And your house and your kingdom shall endure before Me forever; your throne shall be established forever” (2 Sam. 7:12–13, 15–16).[1]
His descendent was going to be a everlasting king. Jesus is the one that fills this because Jesus is in the line of David. No other one that claims to be the son is in the line of David. Muslims are wrong because Mohammad is not the son of David and it is not right to worship him. God brings Jesus as the King forever and proved it when he rose from the dead.

43 He said to them, “How then does David in the Spirit call Him ‘Lord,’ saying:
44 ‘The Lord said to my Lord,
“Sit at My right hand,
Till I make Your enemies Your footstool” ’?
45 If David then calls Him ‘Lord,’ how is He his Son?” 46 And no one was able to answer Him a word, nor from that day on did anyone dare question Him anymore.

In v43 note Jesus asked why David in the writing called Jesus Lord. David is writing the psalm under the power of God and God tells him to write 44. Jesus is the one the writer is talking about. Jesus is the one that has made all his enemies fall. In the death of Jesus the devil and all the powers that think they have a chance were beat. Jesus walking out of the tomb is the thing that sealed the deal and all have to bow to Jesus. As the Son Of David Jesus shows the leaders he is the Lord to. Jesus has shown himself to be the King and I ask you Who is Jesus to you? Is Jesus your king? Listen if Jesus is God then I think we ought to listen to him and make him the king of our hearts. Jesus is the Lord of the world. I hope he is yours!

Twins won it in the bottom of the 9th tonight so we are a game above 500. I saw the end of the game. I want to honor John Hasslen my grandpa when I lived in Kimball. He died and I am hoping to go to the home going service. John was in love with old cars. He was my grandpa for a time. God bless him
shadman
[1]MacArthur, John F., Matthew: The MacArthur New Testament Commentary, (Chicago: Moody Press) 1989.

Bible school night yet here is some news from the Shadman. I am almost ready to get the tickets to the wedding in CA. I do not got a photo of her on the computer yet but I am going to get more photos here as they come into the computer. Last time I did a thing on the great commandment and I want to follow up on loving my neighbor. Who is my neighbor? Jesus makes this comment on this. Yes for them on the blog for the first few times I am a bible believing Christian and have been since the summer of 2001 and came to get saved in my 9th grade teacher. Here is the passage.

Luke 9 29 But he, wanting to justify himself, said to Jesus, “And who is my neighbor?”
30 Then Jesus answered and said: “A certain man went down from Jerusalem to Jericho, and fell among thieves, who stripped him of his clothing, wounded him, and departed, leaving him half dead. 31 Now by chance a certain priest came down that road. And when he saw him, he passed by on the other side. 32 Likewise a Levite, when he arrived at the place, came and looked, and passed by on the other side. 33 But a certain Samaritan, as he journeyed, came where he was. And when he saw him, he had compassion. 34 So he went to him and bandaged his wounds, pouring on oil and wine; and he set him on his own animal, brought him to an inn, and took care of him. 35 On the next day, when he departed, he took out two denarii, gave them to the innkeeper, and said to him, ‘Take care of him; and whatever more you spend, when I come again, I will repay you.’ 36 So which of these three do you think was neighbor to him who fell among the thieves?”
Jesus talks about a man that comes to the other and sacrificed the money and the time to take care of him. He took him to the place to get better and said that he would pay for the care of the other. Friends I do not know whom you come to on a daily bases but we are to look for people to serve. Maybe it is as simple of buying lunch for someone or giving to a place that takes care of the homeless. It might be giving a person the plan to get saved or sitting by a friend you do not like. I think we ought to find a new way to love our neighbor. I want to find someone of a different faith and love him regardless and share life with him. It is the greatest things we can do to show our love for Jesus is to treat the folks we know with a altitude of making them know they are our priority in our life.
I cannot not make a comment on the Gospel in this passage so I am going to. Jesus is the Good one and I am the sinner and he came and paid the way so I am able to go free and get healed. He put us on his back and took our sins. We ought to think on the Lord Jesus and his death for my sins and me. We ought to sing and worship our king for his gift of salvation
Shadman

I feel I need to work on a bible passages about first I want to make you think about the issue of working for Jesus with the rewards in mind. I think it is ok to do your work in Jesus and know that you are putting things in heaven for your life there. We are commanded to seek his kingdom in the sermon of the mount and we are commanded to work our Jobs as unto the lord. Also to store up things in heaven where they will not get damaged. I want to look at one more thing and that is this issue of giving. Are we not told in the bible to test the Lord and see if he will not open the windows of heaven and pour out a blessing on those who give? I am not into the tithe but I think we give from our hearts and I think 10 percent is good. I also know people tell me they are faithful to the Lord and he blesses them that do this. I also know the blessing is not always money but I think it is. Look at my windfall. I am sure I am not as faithful and the Lord blessed me and in a big way. I am to honor the Lord and I have and I think it is a blessing. Lesson is that I am going to be faithful and trust the Lord for his provision and when the blessings come I am going to give to the Lord the blessing and bless him. Also I am going to be honest and not hide the check and be a fraud and rip off the government but I am going to spend it to a point where it is right. Oh I have a plan and I am going to use it where I want to.

If you care I got a team for baseball and email me and I will let you see it. Do it at srolfe4894@astound.net or leave a comment and I am going to get back to you and if you have anything you want to talk about on things I say or did not say use the comments and keep them clean. I do read them and I like to get them because I know your reading the blog and I am happy people are reading me. It is fun to know your making a difference. If your readings tell me where you are so I am able to know I am read all over. I sometimes will try to comment on blogs and get them here so if you’re here for the first time or the 20th please tell me.

I got one of the best cds ever tonight it is Al Denson. He is a singer and I am going to leave his site somewhere for you to go and get his stuff. He has a song about getting saved and compared it to leaving akatras and you ought to get the cd and listen to him.

Lets look into the word at the next part of Matt.

34 But when the Pharisees heard that He had silenced the Sadducees, they gathered together. 35 Then one of them, a lawyer, asked Him a question, testing Him, and saying, 36 “Teacher, which is the great commandment in the law?”
Since one set of the leaders are gone the other set are going to take a shot on Jesus to trip him in his teaching. They want to know the commandment that mattered the most to the Lord. Somehow they want to have reason to kill Jesus and make him out to be a nobody to the people and Jesus won’t go down without a fight







Jesus said to him, ‘You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart, with all your soul, and with all your mind.’ 38 This is the first and great commandment. 39 And the second is like it: ‘You shall love your neighbor as yourself.’ 40 On these two commandments hang all the Law and the Prophets.”[1]
Jesus here has defined the life we are to live and I think it is the law of the Lord in one place. We are to Love God with our heart. It is to make him the focus of everything we do. If I love the Lord nothing is going to be over him. I am to make him the center of all I do. Heart is the center of ones life. Maybe it might mean we are to place Jesus at the center of all we do and are and make him the one thing we focus on. We are to love him with all our soul. It might mean our emotional life and feelings are to focus on the Lord. If we center our lifes on Jesus our affections for Jesus are going to follow. We are to love the Lord with our minds. We are to use our thinking to honor the Lord and study him. We ought to think on the Lord all the time and make him our life. We love the Lord by excelling in all we do. We Christians ought to be the best at everything like sports and arts. We ought to work in school and get good grades and do our best. I think we are to be excellent. I went bowling and one of the prizes was for low score and I wanted to win but I felt it is wrong to go for the worst when Jesus gave us his best and we are to be like Jesus.

Failing to keep this command is the worst sin you can ever do, and I FAIL ALL THE TIME. Jesus made this the highest thing. SO how do I fail to keep this? I do not witness like I am told to. In keeping this we need to belong to God and be saved. If we do not belong to Jesus we cannot Love him like we ought. Here is a quote from the book I am reading with this lesion and series

The person who truly loves the Lord with all his heart and soul and mind is the person who trusts Him and obeys Him. That person demonstrates his love by meditating on God’s glory (Ps. 18:1–3), trusting in God’s divine power (Ps. 31:23), seeking fellowship with God (Ps. 63:1–8), loving God’s law (Ps. 119:165), being sensitive to how God feels (Ps. 69:9), loving what God loves (Ps. 119:72, 97, 103), loving whom God loves (1 John 5:1), hating what God hates (Ps. 97:10), grieving over sin (Matt. 26:75), rejecting the world (1 John 2:15), longing to be with Christ (2 Tim. 4:8), and obeying God wholeheartedly (John 14:21).[2]

Here is tonight bottom line it is to take one thing in the list and work it out with the Lord. I need to reject the world better. How is this going to affect you?

Shadman ‘Twins win
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[2]MacArthur, John F., Matthew: The MacArthur New Testament Commentary, (Chicago: Moody Press) 1989.

I have made the call to go to the wedding of Katie Woods. I am not going to tell her because she will never guess. It is going to be in CA and it is going to cost 700. I have to spend down some of the check that I Got. So Katie I am not going to tell ya however I am on the blog and you read the blog and you know. I am also going to email this to Mike and Pirate boy to kind of give them a heads up. I am going to come on a thur and leave on a Monday and I am going to stay at a motel and not masters. However I might swing by the school and say hi to all you man. So this is a letter of intent and telling you all I am coming. Mark T I am still going to be at the t&l and this is a personal trip to go to a wedding. I think marriage is so important and I am going to show I love the couple and I want to be there for them. So Katie if you read this I will be at the wedding and I am going to invite you here and if you snooze your wedding day is going to be a shocker.

I went ahead and made some things mine today. I got 2 Macarthur books and I got a bible on cd and I got me a bible bookman for church. They use the KJV so I am able to use mine and look at the other easily. I am thinking about a new mp3 player and I might get a TV. I want to save what I can and I will. I got to make the books right and keep them under 3000. I am going to do it.

If you cuss on my blog again your posts and comments will never be allowed. I am not going to allow people to make rude comment and matter af fact your comment is going ot be cut off this blog. If you want to show me I am wrong get the info and place it on the blog. Make the point and back it up, I am not into comments that do not back up the point. I might be wrong about Jesus and the bible, but if I am I die and that is it, If I am right and your wrong the bible is truth then you just got sent to hell and your gamble is not good. I am not a hater and I am not a man that is going to back down and let things go. However I am not right to say the pope is a God because he is not. I want to correct my thoughts and say he is a leader of the church. I am not going to bash people on this anymore. Just know if you cus your not going to be heard and responded to. If you make a point as people have I am going to look into your point and we will chat it out on the net.


Matthew 22 v23 The same day the Sadducees, who say there is no resurrection, came to Him and asked Him, 24 saying: “Teacher, Moses said that if a man dies, having no children, his brother shall marry his wife and raise up offspring for his brother. 25 Now there were with us seven brothers. The first died after he had married, and having no offspring, left his wife to his brother. 26 Likewise the second also, and the third, even to the seventh. 27 Last of all the woman died also. 28 Therefore, in the resurrection, whose wife of the seven will she be? For they all had her.”
Here the leaders are trying twisting and turning the words of Jesus. Jesus is going to tell us something of the afterlife and heaven here. If you look at the first part of the text the leaders are ones that do not think Jesus rose from the dead. I am not sure the point of the thing they asked. They did not like I say think there was a afterlife so they did not think they have to live a life here worth it. You do not think there is a life after this then live the way you want and you do not have to own up to a truth that you’re living in sin. I want to make this app, If you know you are going to heaven we ought to build our life unto Jesus and go for all we can do to have things to give to Jesus there.

29 Jesus answered and said to them, “You are mistaken, not knowing the Scriptures nor the power of God. 30 For in the resurrection they neither marry nor are given in marriage, but are like angels of God in heaven. 31 But concerning the resurrection of the dead, have you not read what was spoken to you by God, saying, 32 ‘I am the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob’ ? God is not the God of the dead, but of the living.” 33 And when the multitudes heard this, they were astonished at His teaching.[1]

Here is the teaching of Jesus in heaven. We are not going to be married or given to marriage. We are not going to need to recreate. We are not going to have to impress a lady or anything because the relationship will be perfect in heaven. We are going to be loved and love perfectly. Jesus is also telling the folks that God is the living and not for the dead. Jesus is alive and active and he is not going to be killed forever. Note that the teaching of Jesus astounded them. Like him or love him Jesus sayings are awesome and we ought to heed them and apply them into our life’s

Shadman
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Twins are losing tonight that is sad and you ought to worry.

I said last night I am not into the Pope and all that. I am not sure I am going to even see the mass but I might tape it and see it. I am trying to be gentle and be good to you that Love the man and that is good. As for the comment I am endorsing the carm.org site and think it is a good site. I am going to stand by the site and I am not going to look at the defense of the bible and the church. Jesus said he is the only way to heaven and the addings of works is a bad and mean thing. I am never going to add works to my salvation. If I do then my salvation is not going to save me.

I made a chat room and folks are in it. I am asking if the Lord is going to have a chance at heaven.

We r going to hit this next time Just think it over and later
Shadman
Matthew 22 v23 The same day the Sadducees, who say there is no resurrection, came to Him and asked Him, 24 saying: “Teacher, Moses said that if a man dies, having no children, his brother shall marry his wife and raise up offspring for his brother. 25 Now there were with us seven brothers. The first died after he had married, and having no offspring, left his wife to his brother. 26 Likewise the second also, and the third, even to the seventh. 27 Last of all the woman died also. 28 Therefore, in the resurrection, whose wife of the seven will she be? For they all had her.”
29 Jesus answered and said to them, “You are mistaken, not knowing the Scriptures nor the power of God. 30 For in the resurrection they neither marry nor are given in marriage, but are like angels of God in heaven. 31 But concerning the resurrection of the dead, have you not read what was spoken to you by God, saying, 32 ‘I am the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob’ ? God is not the God of the dead, but of the living.” 33 And when the multitudes heard this, they were astonished at His teaching.[1]
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

http://www.pro-gospel.org/
http://www.carm.org/catholic/gospel.htm
http://www.carm.org/catholic.htm


I want you to go to this site and see the truth on the Catholic matter. I am not the only one that thinks this way and I do not hate anyone. If I did not love you I would not go after the catlhics in the way I am. I need to be bold and frank. People want the truth and I am giving the truth to you. I said love is giving my own rights up for yours. Friends I am giving my right to be ok with you not liking me because this is such a major thing. I am going to go on this because many in the world are not told the truth on this matter and I am not going to feed you lies that a person is good when he is not. I want to say here is where I think the church they have is wrong. Baptism does not save you, Mary is not the queen of heaven, the communion is not the body and blood it is a symbol, Priest ought to marry and lead the church, and their salvation is not grace and faith they add to it many works. Is the sin they have sins they think lead to hell. One sin leads to hell and it is the failing to repent and adore Jesus. Here it is Love the Lord with all your heart; soul mind and strength and if you do not get saved you’re not in that command and your not going to heaven. I do not care if one is a Jew Muslim Baptist reformed or anything. Salvation is Accepting Jesus as the full payment for sin period. Add nothing to it or take nothing from it. Failing to make Jesus your focus is failing heaven. Take me on this you want heaven then make Jesus Lord. No other way or truth. Any other way damns the soul and I won’t change my mind or give any other faith credit.

No if ands or buts It is Gods plan

Well the twins won another one from behind and I said they arte going to win 100. Only 98 to go this year. I am right on there

Here is a thought from the bible tonight

15 Then the Pharisees went and plotted how they might entangle Him in His talk. 16 And they sent to Him their disciples with the Herodians, saying, “Teacher, we know that You are true, and teach the way of God in truth; nor do You care about anyone, for You do not regard the person of men. 17 Tell us, therefore, what do You think? Is it lawful to pay taxes to Caesar, or not?”
Is it right to pay to the government cash for taxes. Jesus made this clear as a bell. We are to pay to the government the money we owe them. To not pay in is to sin and to not honor the Lord. We are in a day where the Church of Jesus is being attacked and the governments want to make laws to get the money that is not theirs. IRS keep your paws of the Lords cash it is his and not for your office to take. We are not to withhold the taxes because they want to do things in the land that are not Godly, matter of fact we as the people of God are not part of this world we are the separate and be a church.
I want to tell a bit of the background. Jesus is on the way to the cross and the leaders are testing him and trying to trip him up so they can kill him and rid him. Jesus was a threat to them and they did not want it. Jesus was in the process of going to the cross.

18 But Jesus perceived their wickedness, and said, “Why do you test Me, you hypocrites? 19 Show Me the tax money.”

It is not good to know Jesus is the Lord and test him. He is God and is allowed to say this to a group that does not know him. He has given them the truth and they are rejecting it and this is the sin they are making and many make. Jesus is also pointing out he is not the king of the world but he is a King of a kingdom they are not going to ever be apart of.
How did they test Jesus? They simple wanted to make him say something the Romans could get him on/

So they brought Him a denarius.
20 And He said to them, “Whose image and inscription is this?”
21 They said to Him, “Caesar’s.”
And He said to them, “Render therefore to Caesar the things that are Caesar’s, and to God the things that are God’s.” 22 When they had heard these words, they marveled, and left Him and went their way.[1].
Jesus is showing us that we need to pay all our taxes and that applies to the China underground church and the Church in lands that are killing the churches. Friend if your saved and you are not paying taxes you needs to be. If your not saved do not worry about your duty because yours is the duty to get right in the Lord and get saved. We are to give to the Lord his honor and we ought to give to the people he placed above us to. All governments are there for God and by God. I do not understand the why of this yet I am going to honor the bible and the government. If the bible and the government do not agree you ought go with the bible.
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

On this blog I am no longer going to be a nice man about the pope. I do not think I have to say good things. He is not a Christian and worships a false God of Mary and that is not righteous and does not save a man to worship anyone but Jesus. Popes are not a link to God or a leader of my faith. They lead a corrupt religion that sends more folks to hell and never has the truth. No christan is a Catholic and no catholic is a Christian. Jesus alone is the way to God and all others are truly wrong and lead to hell. I am so sick of the media and their worship of this MAN and I am not going to join into a cult and honor the man or his passing. He was not saved because he worships a fake system. Y is it Fake? One is the fact they do not honor the truth that Jesus is the way to God. They take the death of Jesus and they add to it a merit system and that is not what the Bible teaches. Bible said that man is never going to earn the merits to go to a perfect heaven that Jesus died and rose from the dead to pay for our sins. Catholic does not believe that they say that you have to honor the church and do what the pope said to do to be saved.

I need to say this people have said that it is ok to believe the faith and be in the system and be a Christian. Martin Luther was in the system and he said that he cannot be in the faith that does not honor Jesus and make salvation free and by grace ALONE. It is not ok to add to the grace in the Christian faith. If one adds to the faith a provision that makes Jesus alone the savior you are not presenting the true bible.

Here is a passage that proves the point I am making

Eph 2 4 But God, who is rich in mercy, because of His great love with which He loved us, 5 even when we were dead in trespasses, made us alive together with Christ (by grace you have been saved), 6 and raised us up together, and made us sit together in the heavenly places in Christ Jesus, 7 that in the ages to come He might show the exceeding riches of His grace in His kindness toward us in Christ Jesus. 8 For by grace you have been saved through faith, and that not of yourselves; it is the gift of God, 9 not of works, lest anyone should boast. [1]

Other things I want to make sure that you know that my addiction problems are going better. I tend to be co dependent on people and call them many times a day. It was the habit I am trying to break. I am doing a far better job and controlling. I think it is the faith and the things I have in the Lord. I also spread out the time and try to give time to all friends and stuff.

I want to define Love for us. Love is the sacrificing of you for others. Love is never a emotion and is not the funny feeling in your heart. Love is not sexual. If one is cute to you your in lust not love. Love is not a feeling and is not a thing that makes me want to bug people and annoy them it is putting them above myself. Jesus Love killed him because he took the sins of us and paid for them. Love is a verb. I learned that in school and I think it is important to say to you.

Shadman
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

I talked last time about my addiction, I miss played yet I know I need to make sure that I am not behaving to the truth I am always in the place where I am prone to addictions and I need to work out things so I am a honor to the Lord and making things right with my fellow man. I got a little check because of a error. I actually got a big check for the saving account. I trust all of you so I can tell you I got a check for oer 3000 dollars. So what should I do with it? Oh I am going to get a toy or a computer or something and save the rest for later. I am praying and seeking the Lord to and I want to pay debts and honor the Lord

I got to honor tonight at least for the truth Baseball is back. I think my TWINS are going to win the central and so are the cubs. I have to say I like the pitching staff of the twin s this year and they alone are going to win 20 Games a piece. Hey the Wolves are gone so go twins.

Love is sacrificing myself for another and putting them before me. If We Love we ought to sacrifice and put ourselves into another life and serve them. Jesus Love went to the cross for us. I am to love him and put his way before my way. I know what do I need to do but I got to just do it. I need to love better and obey people better. Love takes work and practice does it not? I mean to truly love anyone and to say I love you to me is so emotional.
Well I am going to run a oldie for bible tonight Here is a list of bible verses on Predestination and I hope they bless you

I agree whith one has to choose Jesus. I do not think man is able on his own to figure that out. I think you do not give me that. I also think Jesus soverly choose them that choose vhim Letsv go thur some verses I think make my point.

Matt 11 25 At that time Jesus answered and said, “I thank You, Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that You have hidden these things from the wise and prudent and have revealed them to babes.
Jesus said he revealed his word to babies. SO is the reavling to all? I think it is given to those who he did not hide the things of the lord from. Things are hidden from the wise and prudeent meaning the things of God are hidden meaning that salvation is not given to all freely

matthew 20 16 So the last will be first, and the first last. For many are called, but few chosen.”
Many are called and few are chosen not chosen not many are called and few respond. If it was up to the called to responed then it would read few make the call back

matt 20 23 So He said to them, “You will indeed drink My cup, and be baptized with the baptism that I am baptized with; but to sit on My right hand and on My left is not Mine to give, but it is for those for whom it is prepared by My Father.”
Here iis the Lord Jesus saying that the positions in heaven are not his to give but the Fathers yo give. Note it said something was prepared by the father. Heaven is prepared by the father.

John 5 43 Jesus therefore answered and said to them, “Do not murmur among yourselves. 44 No one can come to Me unless the Father who sent Me draws him; and I will raise him up at the last day.
This is the point I want to type on for a while because it makes it so clear. No one can come to the Jesus unless they are drawn by the father. I think this clearly is the poiint of both of us are right. No one can come meaning if you want to have a chance to know the Lord. I think we must make a choice and come
to the father and it is a free choice we make. I agree with that, Here is where I wont change my mind that unless the father draws one to the son. To me this verse makes 2 points one that I must come and the father must draw me. Think this over before you jump on me. Unless the father draws. So if the father draws the man to Jesus then he is going to be saved. God did not draw all men to himself. If he did then I would by into the notion that all can be saved.

John 15 16 You did not choose Me, but I chose you and appointed you that you should go and bear fruit, and that your fruit should remain, that whatever you ask the Father in My name He may give you. 17 These things I command you, that you love one another.
this is as clear to me as it can be Jesus chose people. He appointed people to. Ok I think your going to say he chose the saved people. He did the choice after we were saved. No because they the 11 did not know the fullness of Jesus yet. I think this is a clear choice of people that did not know Jesus as their savior before they were choosen. Heck the salvation was not even ready as of yet to be given. So how could one not be chosen whuich brings me to this If all make a choice then how in the world do you have 11 that never knew anythingb till Jesus told them. Show me in the word where one time the 11 choose Jesus and fully knew that salvation was in him.

here is a full list of predesination verse I am looking at.

think for him shad

Life is hard sometimes. If you know you have a addiction and you think you got over it and you have not life is hard. I am not over things as well as I thought I was and I lied. I am not going to name my things but Iam sure I am repeating history and that is not good for my walk. It’s the I can have a drink and not get plastered type of thing. I for the better word had one and got sloppy drunk and had to deal with it. I am a slave to things that kill me emotionally and I just got to not go out and drink and be better for it. I am to the point of realizing my drug and thought I could and I no longer want it. It is killing me but I know I am able to fight it and I best do it and get off the drug so I am relying on the Lord and not others to make me feel good. I just know I am not in the right place to succeed and that is not good. I cannot drink per say in any form ever because doing it will kill me and I am not allowed to take it. Jesus said not to serve 2 and if I feed a addiction I am so I am not going to drink anymore and lose the urge I pray in time. Jesus I need mercy to do the things I need to do. I want to serve you please do not me go back to sins I need not go into
Shadman