Tuesday, May 31, 2005

 

God commands your worship

What does God Command, Here is new segment for you on my blog. I am going to work on listing the commands of God

Here is the first one

Deu 7 25 You shall burn the carved images of their gods with fire; you shall not covet the silver or gold that is on them, nor take it for yourselves, lest you be snared by it; for it is an abomination to the Lord your God. 26 Nor shall you bring an abomination into your house, lest you be doomed to destruction like it. You shall utterly detest it and utterly abhor it, for it is an accursed thing.[1]

Here is the thing we need to do. We need to destroy anything we worship in our life’s that is not God. We are not to make Gods out of anything or anyone. It is a command to make God first

We ought to never make plans in church time. What is more important in the life of a Christian than church? I am not perfect in this and I want to make my life live in church. You ought to make Jesus your priority and give him the time to Love and serve him alone.
Shadman
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

 

Note on a calthlic issue of Being Just in the Lord

It is a doctuinrne. It does not mute the point I am making that faith in Jesus is salvation. Anyhow whatever I say is not going to make you rethink the faith. As your bud I am going to from time to time call you on this and I haves and you are where you are and it is sad. I thought you would read Macarthur, my favorite preacher, and maybe you might see this for what it is. I am not going calthlic and your not comming back either. I still love youl but I am sad. I am not the one that changes anyone it is Gods work. Some depart from the truth and I know to me I am in the truth. Both faiths are so different and you know the truth and I am not sure where you stand. I am not sure that It is right to say this to a friend but I will because I love you and God does to. I was not going to but I am going to show you a passage you learned. It is I feel a key passage that shows my faith alone truth.

Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ, 2 through whom also we have access by faith into this grace in which we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. 3 And not only that, but we also glory in tribulations, knowing that tribulation produces perseverance; 4 and perseverance, character; and character, hope. 5 Now hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out in our hearts by the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
Justified by Faith you know means that you are made Just in your life in God.
Peace is lack of war and the truth is the war is now over between the saint and God via Jesus. In the cross alone and I do not see any other work I do I have acesso to God. We stand in Grace. UNEARNED favor. Your church does think you earn the favor. You add works. Bible said you get it in Jesus. We rejoice in the hope of the glory of God, heaven you might say here. In 3 we are shown a progresson of this. We glory in hard times knowing they make us get closer to the Lord and make us not give up, and not giving up gives us charter and hope. Hope is given to us in Jesus alone. It is made stronger in hard times when God makes us love him more and then wee want to follow him. So alone might be in this passage yet it is a good way to put it man that if you hope in your works then you are not just.
Read rom 4 where faith is included in all the peoples life. Abe came in faith and thus did david. It is not the works they did it is the faith they had. Works are3 in response to faith but do not produce it. I know you know this but we both need to hear this.
shad

Monday, May 30, 2005

 

Erin and my problem with the touges movement

I got a bad cold so pray for me so I am able to feel better. I went to the Game this weekend and got to chat with Erin B my friend that played in the wnba. It went ok she said she might email me sometime and that would be fine. I can say I got a friend there, which I am happy about. I can keep some distance and pray for her and email her some. I know I am better at that and I am improving. I must know Jesus used her to change my life for him. I sis not Jesus did. I am happy and got this friend back where I wanted to. I want you to pray for me as I am working to not bug Erin and the Buescher’s and keep walking tight in the Lord Jesus. Carman is playing on TBN and I am not sure that I care for him. He mocked the Lord in his music and he is not solid in doctrine. He wants to get folks saved yet they might not get proper follow up in his type of church. I want to see folks get into the church that is truth. I am sorry but the folks that claim a faith that include speaking in new tongues and healing on demand are not good. I got some friends that think this is the truth and want me to trust in this stuff and I stongely do not believe in their truth. I do not seek a second baptism into the spirit, I do not want Gift to Heal and I am not into word of faith teachers. I am not going to go to Living Word Christian Center in MN because the preacher is not right in the bible. I think TBN ought to shut down I learned it from John Macarthur and for years I have seen it in the bible. I KNOW Heather and the Carlson’s are not going to love me because I reject faith they want me to accept. I live by the Masters College Doctuine statement. John Macarthur has this in the statement.
We teach that there were two kinds of gifts given the early church: miraculous gifts of divine revelation and healing, given temporarily in the apostolic era for the purpose of confirming the authenticity of the apostles’ message (Heb. 2:3,4; 2 Cor. 12:12); and ministering gifts, given to equip believers for edifying one another. With the New a man’s message, and confirming gifts of a miraculous nature are no longer necessary to validate a man or his message (1 Cor. 13:8–12). Miraculous gifts can even be counterfeited by Satan so as to deceive even believers (Matt. 24:24). The only gifts in operation today are those non-revelatory equipping gifts given for edification (Rom. 12:6–8).
All the gift were for the basic theme to show the truth was in Jesus and when our bible was done the gifts are then to gone. I want to see Benny Hinn do a true thing. He is fake. Jesus healed all the way anything unlike the frauds today. Note it is not necessary to do the thing to make the bible real. It is the Bible alone where God speaks and if you have ANY visions you better show it me in the Bible. It is the bible alone that makes my faith. I will never trust in anything else. If the bible does not claim it you’re lying to me. And sometimes you get folks that make a prophecy and they are not true thus they are fake. If the Lord said in the bible then it is truth and if not then it is not. Also I believe that all Christian are the folks that will get the bible. If your not saved your bible is not going to be good to you. I fight with my kin and they want me to make it ok to be Gay and I tell them the bible is truth and I cannot accept the gays life and they have fits with me. Or they tell me I am wrong in voting for the bible and to me they got no right to know the truth and I am not going to change their views. Or they tell me it is a cultural thing; I reject that if they are saying the bible is wrong in the name of progress. I want to begin a little thing called God Command of the night. God has tons of thing we are to do because we are his.
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[1]MacArthur, J. J. (1997, c1997). The MacArthur Study Bible (electronic ed.) (Re 21:27). Nashville: Word Pub.

Wednesday, May 25, 2005

 

Jesus teachs truth

It might be down to 2 this week. Para bread vs old country buffet. I am not sure where I am going or if there is a chance to work at either. But I am hoping this is done soon or later and the Lord gives my job his will. I want to be in the Lords will and I know that he is going to do as he wants. If the Lord does not then I failed. But it is a God thing and not a Shadman thing. I do not want to work where the Lord is not wanting to me to work. I want to go to old co. but the Lord will help me make the call.

I am working on a lot of different things in the word. I am not going in Matt. Like I wanted to be. I am in Psalms going on the topic of encouragement. I am in a way going in a different way. I am not sure where I am going to work tonight. Lets go into Matthew and see where it goes.

Matthew 23 13 “But woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you shut up the kingdom of heaven against men; for you neither go in yourselves, nor do you allow those who are entering to go in. 14 Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you devour widows’ houses, and for a pretense make long prayers. Therefore you will receive greater condemnation.
Woe to Him… This means great sorrow. It might be a term used to condemn to Hell the leaders that are doing this. The leaders of that day the text said are shutting the door to heaven. They are teaching people that the people of that day were getting the wrong messages and going to hell. Friends there are a right and a truth and if we do not get this right woe to us. I know people that read me and think I am not right in condemning false faith. I do this because there is reason and that reason is there is a true way and I am proud to say I am on it. Note that Jesus did not think a wrong way is right. He would of said that if you made the mistake the man is still saved.
One thing I thing is this is so important. People go into a false relationship with Jesus and do not base it on the bible are needing to hear the truth of grace. They need to know there is a way they can know that heaven. Last time I quoted this verse.
Offer the sacrifices of righteousness,
And put your trust in the Lord.[1]
In order to have righteousness you need the GIFT OF Jesus and nothing more. The leaders if you see were trusting in works. They make long prayers to Jesus and make them all public thinking they are saved. But Jesus is not going to save them.

Leave you with this. Be thankful that you were told the truth if you know Jesus. It is a gift he choose you and saved you. Also learn the faith you have well and study the bible so you know Gods truth. I am and I love it. Jesus is the truth and please reaqd your bible and learn this
Shad
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Tuesday, May 24, 2005

 

Study of Ps 4

Who wants to bet the marriage on Rob and Amber goes down in 5 years? It might not but that is the way marriages on tv last in this time. I think it is not good to marry without a long time to engagements. I am not into this tv marriage thing but oh well. I need to make another thing heard here to. Last week the Muslims got bent out of shape because the Koran was flushed down the toilet. I thing the whole religion of Islam ought to be flushed. It is not true and it is wrong. So if you all want to kill me bring it on. Ha Ha. I am not going to say it is ok to honor a false god and whatever. Ok?

I am glad they are going to vote on Owens and get a CHRISTIAN judge that is not going to make calls to outlaw the Lord. I am shocked folks try to make it a crime to not honor the Christians like the Muslims. I am going to do some bible study now. I want to keep on the theme of going into the Psalms in making my faith in Jesus secure and to relive the worry I have right now.

Psalms 4 Hear me when I call, O God of my righteousness!
You have relieved me in my distress;
Have mercy on me, and hear my prayer.[1]

Hear me Lord because I call to you and you are my righteousness. I am not calling you Lord without the righteousness you ask for because Jesus is my ticket to you. Jesus paid all my way Lord God so I am able to appear before you clean. Lord I am sure your going to relive my stress and guide me into your will. I have faith in you God and I want to trust you. Please give me the faith I lack. I ask you for mercy and not to take in accoungt the sins but give me grace so I am able to stand.

But know that the Lord has set apart for Himself him who is godly;
The Lord will hear when I call to Him.[2]
I know Lord you set apart the Godly and I long to be godly and serve you. Lord you know my heart and my sins and how you have forgiven my sins. I am not Godly Lord by myself, Lord you made me godly be sending your son Jesus and taking my place. I ask you Spirit to make me Godly. Lord the way to be glory to you is to Love you. I trust you lord for your ear and I know your listening. I call you and you hear me.

5 Offer the sacrifices of righteousness,
And put your trust in the Lord.[3]

What ought I offer to the Lord? Righteousness and trust in the Lord. I Lord ought to trust you and know from the word you never allow yours to starve, I have to be righteous. In the bible righteous is the fact I need to be close to Jesus and walk in the spirit and this means to have a clean slate in my walk.

Thank you for reading
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[2]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[3]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Sunday, May 22, 2005

 

Care of the Lord Ps 3

News you can use folks, the Lord is good and blessed be his name. I am in a hard time and yes I am not working but I also know I have the Lord in this and he has a plan and wants my trust and love. I do not feel all that good and matter of fact I feel bad but I know Jesus is into faith and not feeling. If feelings are anything in the Lords economy then I am not good. But they are not and Jesus working is not a feeling it is faith. I was asked if I have faith and to be honest I need to ask Jesus for more faith. I go on feeling then I am not going to make it but I got to have faith. I have faith in Jesus and not my own. In a way I might be trying to solve this and not using faith and that is never good. I am out doing to things I need and that is good. I just like I say need Him to grow me and make this a slap in the devils back. If I learn this and am open to the Lords work then the bad is going to work in my good and solve things. Jesus is using this to train me for a good thing. I want to spend some time in thinking over some psalms for a while on this page. They are rich and might help me and comfort me in this time.

Psalms 3 1 Lord, how they have increased who trouble me!
Many are they who rise up against me.
2 Many are they who say of me,
“There is no help for him in God.” Selah
3 But You, O Lord, are a shield for me,
My glory and the One who lifts up my head.
4 I cried to the Lord with my voice,
And He heard me from His holy hill.[1]

I am going to Ask oh lord for your help tonight Help my study go well and might I find hope in this time

In 1 it is good to know the Lord sees people are going to have things go bad for them. He knows my troubles are not going to be better but they might be worse. Many people think God is not going to help them and the truth is the Lord is close to the broken hearted and he wants me to bring the hard things to him and allow him to carry them. What ever happened to Mrs. Huls most famous thing to take all me problems to the Lord speech? I forgot about that but in a hard time I ought to do it, and it is a time to do it. I am trying to go without the help of the Lord when he told me to go and rest in him. Help is what God is about and hope is what the Lord is all about. All the help is from the Lord. All over the word Jesus is said to be help in the time of trouble and I need to rest in that.
Jesus is a shield around me. A shield protects me and I am protected in the Lords care. He is going to lift me so he gets the glory. Jesus is going to hear my needs and my cries to him and he is going to hear me from his holy hill. I ought not be afraid because this is Gods work for me. God I need you to be my protection and I need your help tonight

App I am not to listen to a world that makes a case to say there is no help from the Lord but I am to go to him first and trust in his care. God is the ONLY thing I need for my help and it is a good thing to run and find him to be there and here for me. God is My Glory and the lifter of my head and when I am down it is a good thing to run into his care and let him help me.

Here is the result of trust in the Lord

5 I lay down and slept;
I awoke, for the Lord sustained me.[2]Jesus takes care of me no matter the needs.
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[2]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Friday, May 20, 2005

 

why worry is a waste

It was a ok day out looking. I went and loaded up on the apps and now I need to go out and get them out and work on getting them back. It is going to take the time to go to the workforce center and take some classes. I feel the need tonight to pray and do a study in the Bible and that is what I want to do.

Lord I want to praise you for a new day and time to spend with you tonight. I relish in the truth that you are a helper and a friend to me and do not give up on folks that come to you. I thank you and ask you to do your will in this time I am going to look in the world and I ask you Jesus to make this time a time that both of us are enjoying and I ask Jesus to make your heart to be known in my heart tonight. I love you Lord for dieing in my place and I ask you to help that to be the focus of my life and I would be focused on your grace and not my sin. Lord I ask you to help me to put it behind me and work on looking to the life you lived to replace my sinful life. In Jesus name amen.

I am tending to worry a bit in my life. I want to take some time tonight to work on tips to not worry and what the Lord said about it. I am in a book and I am going to work on the passage in Matthew 6 when Jesus talked about worry.



24 “No one can serve two masters; for either he will hate the one and love the other, or else he will be loyal to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve God and mammon.
25 “Therefore I say to you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or what you will drink; or about your body, what you will put on Is not life more than food and the body more than clothing?
God is a awesome God because he said he is able to take care of our needs. He is doing that in my life in many ways. I have got free food and friends that take me to eat, I am getting cash for my disability and it means I might have to live on that for the time I am needing a job. It does not seem fair that this is given to me but it is and if the Lord gives a gift I ought to take it and know it is his gift. David said God does not leave his people hungry and if I am then it might be time to go home. But life is not about getting food and clothes. God give them to me already. It is about serving him and making him me all and focusing in on the things Jesus is going to give to me. Note the verse before and we are not to serve 2 masters. I am not serving cash and the world I am to serve the Lord Jesus and make him my everything and love him. In food there are places to go if I need food and drink. I got food and the Lord is going to feed me because he told me he would. And I need to lose some pounds to.


26 Look at the birds of the air, for they neither sow nor reap nor gather into barns; yet your heavenly Father feeds them. Are you not of more value than they? 27 Which of you by worrying can add one cubit to his stature?
28 “So why do you worry about clothing? Consider the lilies of the field, how they grow: they neither toil nor spin; 29 and yet I say to you that even Solomon in all his glory was not arrayed like one of these. 30 Now if God so clothes the grass of the field, which today is, and tomorrow is thrown into the oven, will He not much more clothe you, O you of little faith?
31 “Therefore do not worry, saying, ‘What shall we eat?’ or ‘What shall we drink?’ or ‘What shall we wear?’ 32 For after all these things the Gentiles seek. For your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things. 33 But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you. 34 Therefore do not worry about tomorrow, for tomorrow will worry about its own things. Sufficient for the day is its own trouble.[1]

God told me here not to worry and to seek him and all is going to be added to my life. God made me and he makes the call on how long I live (Job 14 5). It is stupid to add to my life in worry cause the Lord already has my time planed on going to be with him. God has my plans and he makes the call when it is time for me to go. I live on his plans and not mine. I am not on my timetable but on his table and he does his plan for me and he is sovern in the plan he has for me. The unsaved man has to worry about this stuff. God is a dad and he said he is going to meet my needs in his riches and not on mine. I hate to say this but the unsaved do not have this hope to fall on to. God does in common grace give but it is not theirs to claim and they ought to get saved just to get under the protection of the Lord and stuff. Salvation is there a Joy to have because it is where ALL the blessings start.

Here are the results of worry for the saved man

Gods provision for salvation is far more than getting us in this life though. God made a way to be saved from Hell he can give me the needs I have to grow in him and make him king. If I do not trust the Lord for basics then why ought I trust him at all?

Worry is slapping God in his face. It really is because it does not love and trust the Lord with all of my life it is trashing the bible and making a way of my own. God gives all gifts and to worry is to not take him at his word. Also worry is throwing out the bible. If the bible is not held up to help me I ought to not even try. It is the blazing word of the Lord and I ought to trust it and make it my life story.

Worry is showing worldliness. If I am worried how may the word and Jesus master me? It is lack of trust in the Lord. It is looking at my circumstances and not to the Lord of them. Jesus wants me to live for him and allow him to help me in all my needs and not look to worldly ideas. It is all for Jesus and not for me or anything else.
Here is the start of the cure for worry. We ought to focus on Jesus and not ourselves. Get my mind on the things above and on heaven and focus there. Heaven is not a place to worry about if your saved. If you’re worried about that you need to get saved. If your saved then focus on heaven and not on the things of earth. Get your heart of the pocket book and get it on Jesus. Money is going to burn anyhow so just get what you need and that is what the call is.
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Thursday, May 19, 2005

 

How I am copeing

Lord it is hard to walk in a world that I make mistakes in. Father I love you because you make no mistakes. Jesus you lived as long on this earth that I have yet you had no sins It is so honorable that you said your life can replace mine so that I am going to heaven. Jesus I am honored to be a part of you and it is depending on me it is all on you and what you did. I am glad that you are not going to leave me and forsake me but your love is forever and ever. I honor your name Jesus and I adore you.

Lord I thank you for all you have done today in the world. I know people got saved, people got fed and you made the world spin Lord because you are able and want to help people and it brings you glory. Lord if it is that you find the glory in not working me into a job please do it because I want to make my life yours and I want you to find home in my life. But I would like to work if that is your will so lead me to the place where I am going to work for you the best. Lord give me Joy in the walk you are asking me to take and help me to look more to you in all that I am doing.

Shadman

I just think one thing I NEED TO focuses on is my joy in the Lord. It is just plain hard to be joyful when I am going in this hard time but the Lord wants me to focus on him and who Jesus is and what has been done for me. I am free to be sad but it does nothing for me. Jesus knows it is hard and he still wants me to trust in him and lean on him. I got to trust him so much more and not lean on me. God took his time with Moses but he did take care of the people and he is going to care for my needs and me. It might not be the right thing or the thing that I want but I am going to be taken care of. I need Lord to look to the hills and know your going to help me and I need to trust the Lord Jesus to make me ok and not my own efforts. I am blessed in I am not hungry and I have some food and cash.

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

 

A good review of the way to know the Lord

Is this the right size for me to type up a report in? I did some looking today but nothing yet. I keep trying and the luck is not there yet. I need to find it inside to get the job soon. I also got this place to be not all that clean. It is not a good thing but a lot just is not good right now. I am depressed and discouraged. I guess I need to keep going and seeking the Lords will but at times I just hate this time in my life. I wish things were not so bad. I honestly at times have no faith but at times I got tons.

I need some time in the bible tonight I listened to the first message on a set of Masters College Chapel cds I am getting. A friend of mine is getting all the chapels on cds for the college and I am getting copies of them and they are going to teach me a lot I hope in my walk. Tonight I listened to a message on the story of David killing the giant. One thing he said is that one I ought not think Jesus cannot use me because I have CP. I am useable in the work of the Lord and the only thing is to allow him to use me to work for him. Also I need to be unselfish and work for the Lord out of pure Love for Jesus and his fame. I am not going to be used if I am working in the Lord for his glory.
A good example is Hudson Taylor who went to china and went for one reason. He knew 1 million souls were going to hell every day. He wanted to tell them the Love of Jesus saves them. I need to say that if one is not into Jesus they are not going to live with him forever and that ought to compel me to work to win people and to not see them in Hell. I know I go to it a lot on this blog but Jesus is the only way and we got to go and tell others so they do not go to hell. Hudson Taylor did not stop and not share Jesus because it was not right We are to share and allow others to know the truth. He also knew the Lord is faithful. I need to here that in this time when I am not all that happy. God is faithful and true and he is not going to let me go and die without a job and leave me alone. He is going to be there for me and love me forever. I am not alone and he loves me no less than he did the night I was saved. Jesus is proud to allow me into Gods place.
Taylor made a investment with his life and stayed there and won people by being with them. He lived with them and worked to win them to Jesus. Sometime it might take tons of time to get one into the Lord. Be ready to wait it out and spend 50 years on one soul praying for them and there salvation. I also think it was more important to note the Bible was burned in the china and people use to write it out. The Bible is so key to my life and I need to get more out of my bible. I want to know it and I need to live it. They also worked on prayer. I want to learn how to pray better and I talk to the Lord a lot more since I lost my job. God is always wanting to here from me. Well that is the first of many messages and reminders that I need to hear tonight. I am not so sad because I feel the Lord is near and it was good to type tonight

Lord I thank you for your grace to me and I ask you to make me know you’re always near to me and help me to live a life for you alone. Lord help me to focus on you and let the battle be yours alone so I am able to work for you. Lord I love you in Jesus name amen

Wednesday, May 11, 2005

 
Hilary Clinton is on the warpath and lying. She said she wants to protect the boarders. I say horse hockey because she is just trying to set her self up to run as a good person. Hilary is a liar and will do anything she can to make herself the President. I say lets knock her out and get truth out there. She is an abortion rights person that kills kids and wants to shut the Christian right up. I am on the Christian right and I am not going to vote to elect anyone that calls us bad. I vote biblical values and I am not going to vote for any person that does not make Jesus the king of the world.

Off to cali and I hope tp have a live report along the trip but there are no computers

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

 

Prayed and Stef Perfect

I knew stef and I am going to the wedding this week of Katie. I am a little shook and sad by this one. How it happened makes me steam to, I mean for the punks to be racing and kill incent folks is so sad and it makes me boil. I am glad they are saved and Jesus is theirs. I am sad they died and had to die so young and stuff to. It is time to forgive the people and focus on Jesus if that is possible. I have had a few deaths hit home this last couple of months and I am learning that death is a truth I am going to face and I know Jesus is one to trust to get me to heaven because I am so needful of his grace. I got to lean on him and nothing else and that is hard to do sometimes. Death is not the fair thing for folks that Love Jesus and long to serve him and this is a hard thing to take when the sin of the world takes a life that I know the Lord can use to win many souls and stuff. But they say death is a part of life and so may the Lord himself bring his joy to all the mourners and know heaven is there is that joy

Shad man

I might get more help in the job thing from a service in Saint Cloud but who knows. I am hopeful for a job but it is not going to happen till the Lord wants it I hope. I am trying to make some more mps3 tonight for the plane ride and the messages bob sent would not copy. They work on my computer but they will not copy to a mp3 disk that works on my player. I still can work with them and learn the news that Jesus is good and he is working hard in me and for me. I got to go get more music so be back in a hour.

I am making a Masters music cd for my trip so I am able to play it on the way out there. I am going to make a cons set to sometime. I love the cons because they all have to raise money to go and proclaim the Love of Jesus all over the place. I love masters because they are not compromiceing the bible and they honor it in all they do. But if you read my blog your going to know that right?

I want to focus on prayer tonight and type out a prayer and pray

Lord I am happy your greater than all and I am not that great. Lord I am glad that you rule everything and I am just as part of your plan. Lord how good is it that you care for me and Love me and long for me. Lord I need a focus on you. In thinking today lord I thought on the things your going to do for me and to me in the end of time and they are to lead me to heaven. I know for millions your faithful Lord and I am not one your faithfulness is going to stop for. Lord helps me to be faithful to you in my life and help me do good works not to earn your love but to give your love away.

Lord I am a sinner that without your forgiveness will die but I am so blessed Lord Jesus that you died for me and all my sins. Lord help me to rest in that forgiving arm and help me to rest in the truth about my sins. Father forgive me know for the sin I confess in mty heart.

I give you praise Lord for your provision to me in this time of no work. I am not in need and you have provided. Lord thank you for the clothes and the food but thank you lord for the gift’s that you’re given to me and they are many, many things Lord. You give me all I need in Jesus and that alone is a reason to shine for you.

Lord I ask you for your time and your job for me. Lord place me in a place to serve you and help me in my work to honor you better and not get mad all the time. Lord I want to serve you wherever I go and I want to do your solid will. Lord place me in a Job and do it in your time Lord. Lord I want to ask you to protect Erin, as she is going g out for a team. Help her to work hard and play for you and help others work on their life’s when they see her light. I pray for the Perfect family and the woods family as they mourn the loss of Stef and her family. Help me to forgive the ones that did this and help the law to do its things to the kids. Lord be with Jessie and save her as well as so many that need heaven. I ask you to give the conviction to all that I know that do not love Jesus and are not serving him. I ask you for the nights sleep to be restful and give me a good day of job hunting and lead me into the right place. Jesus I adore you and love you Jesus in your name amen.

Sunday, May 08, 2005

 

Put my hope in Jesus

have not kept Blogging like I want to. I am going to focus some on the search and it is going well. Some think I am not going to hard but others say I am going well. I am not going to name people that say I am not looking hard but I think I am. Art thinks I am doing ok with it. I do not really know what the Lord thinks and that is sad because he is the one that matters in this as I am asking for his leading and to put me in his hands and work in his time.

I applied at tons of places and I intend to call them until I am hired at one of them. I am going to CA for Katie’s wedding. I am hoping for a fun time but I am not sure on the game or the ride to and from LAX. I am hoping to call Pirate and he can come and hang out with me I am also hoping to go to the game at dodger stadium but it might not work out but who knows what I am going to do out there and I am not sure how the blog will be up to date there but maybe I am going to be able to blog there and maybe not.

In church today Pastor Art spoke on how we are to pray to the Lord. We need to keep on asking the Lord and one good thing to do is to write out prayers we are better because we got to think more and we also can keep praying for the thing’s we need. I heard one thing God is going to give me my needs and if I need a Job I am going to get one. If I need something He is going to give it to me. God is good and he is going to do the best thing for me. Art reminded me of the A.C.T.S method of praying. I am to adore the Lord and get my eyes out of the gutter and on to him and focus on a chacter, then I need to confess all known sins and make it right before the Lord. I then need to thank the Lord for EVERYTHING he has given to me and then I ask him for my needs and the needs of others.

I want to work on that prayer thing. I need to pray for things and record the work of the Lord when I do.

I want to focis on some bible for a time here. I might repeat myself in this but I am going to look at the Joy chapter in Phil. It is a good thing to focus some thinking on the Lord

 4 Rejoice in the Lord always. Again I will say, rejoice!
Be Joyful in Jesus. It is so important I think not to lose the Joy I have in the truth that I am saved. It is the greatest thing in life to know I am saved and all my trust is in the work of Jesus and not on my ability to keep the laws. It is good to know the Lord is going to share the truth with me and guide me to the saving truth of Jesus If I am not saved Jesus I ask you to save me because without you I am never going to make it in the life in here or in heaven. I am happy for Gods provision and his protecting me from hell and all the demons to.

5 Let your gentleness be known to all men. The Lord is at hand.
6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God; 7 and the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.[1]
I need not be worried about anything but Jesus and his love for me. I am to pray about all the things that make me worried and allow Jesus to cover them for me. Speaking on worry there are some storms on the way and I want to get off so I AM cutting her. I need to pray and not worry and write out my prayers so I am able to see the work Jesus is going to do for me. But when I do this the peace of God is going to guard my heart and minds. He is going to guard me from despair and lack of trust in Jesus and Gods provision. Worry adds nothing to me and I need to not worry but turn it into prayers for God to grow me in my faith in him.
Later
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Friday, May 06, 2005

 

More on Gods role in Salvation

I MIGHT HAVE A Job and maybe not. I am not going to say where we do that later. I went out and looked hard today had a interview and it went well. I want to work asap but like I say it needs to be in the Lord time and his plan. I love to work on the computer and I want to do the lords plan and his will.

I want to keep looking at the topic Gods role in Salvation. It is one of the hardest things to prove and good Christians differ yet I think it needs said and I am not backing of this topic. God picks people to get salvation and he leads some out of the will of God. God choose and the truth is somehow the call of God and the truth that I have to choose Jesus as my king Here is a few verses on the call of God.

1 Thess 0 sYou are witnesses, and God also, thow devoutly and justly and blamelessly we behaved ourselves among you who believe; 11 as you know how we exhorted, and comforted, and 3charged every one of you, as a father does his own children, 12 uthat you would walk worthy of God vwho calls you into His own kingdom and glory.
Note the third verse and note that word calls you into his glory. The word call is to appoint we are told that we are to behave in the light of the call of God. We are to walk worthy of the call the Lord made to us to walk into the kingdom. But know we are given the kingdom
13 But we are 6bound to give thanks to God always for you, brethren beloved by the Lord, because God tfrom the beginning uchose you for salvation vthrough 7sanctification by the Spirit and belief in the truth, 14 to which He called you by our gospel, for wthe obtaining of the glory of our Lord Jesus Christ.[1]
God called me to the gospel. Note that since the beginning I am choose for salvation and Jesus picked us. He did in the sanctification of the spirit. Note the reason and that is the glory of the Lord and not for your glory, Jesus gets all the Glory in salvation. But you’re chosen in the beginning.
1 Tim 8 iTherefore do not be ashamed of jthe testimony of our Lord, nor of me kHis prisoner, but share with me in the sufferings for the gospel according to the power of God, 9 who has saved us and called us with a holy calling, lnot according to our works, but maccording to His own purpose and grace which was given to us in Christ Jesus nbefore time began, [2]
He saved us into a holy call and it is not of works ever. We are saved by grace for his purpose. And we were saved before time began. He picked you before you were ever made.

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s 2 Cor. 1:12; 1 Thess. 1:5
t 2 Cor. 7:2
3 NU, M implored
u Eph. 4:1; Col. 1:10
v Rom. 8:28; 1 Cor. 1:9; 1 Thess. 5:24; 2 Thess. 2:14; [2 Tim. 1:9]
6 under obligation
t Eph. 1:4
u 1 Thess. 1:4
v 1 Thess. 4:7; [1 Pet. 1:2]
7 being set apart by
w 1 Pet. 5:10
[1]The New King James Version. 1996, c1982 (2 Th 2:13). Nashville: Thomas Nelson.
i [Mark 8:38; Luke 9:26; Rom. 1:16]; 2 Tim. 1:12, 16
j 1 Tim. 2:6
k Eph. 3:1; 2 Tim. 1:16
l [Rom. 3:20]; Eph. 2:8, 9
m Rom. 8:28
n Rom. 16:25; Eph. 1:4; Titus 1:2
[2]The New King James Version. 1996, c1982 (2 Ti 1:8). Nashville: Thomas Nelson.

Thursday, May 05, 2005

 

God did Salvation

First of all I am in luck as I was given three interviews. One at Target one at a pizza place and one at a steak place. It is a hard thing to be not working but I know I am going to be taken care of. I already had one man step up and say they are going to help a blessing and that is I. Keep praying and the Lord is going to work this one out to his liking. I know all is going to work. I feel I am doing what it is going to take to get work but it is going to take time.

I want to take a look at the role of God in our salvation. Many think we got to do all the work to get saved. I do proudly work on the truth that Jesus did all the work for folks that are saved. I have preached on the election thing before. I think this is a important enough topic that I am going to hit it often. And more people might be reading so I want to preach things I might of went over before.

I think Salvation is the will of God and not the will of man. Look at the following

John 1 12 But as many as received Him, to them He gave the right to become children of God, to those who believe in His name: 13 who were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.[1]
God gave them the right to become the kids. Note 13 when the bible said that we are born of the will of God. It is Gods will that one is born into the family of God. It is not my will the brings me to Jesus it is Gods will. Note this not the will of the flesh and not the will of man. God wills it or decides it. Some think you are able to will your home in heaven.

Eph 1 5 , 5 having predestined us to adoption as sons by Jesus Christ to Himself, according to the good pleasure of His will[2]

God has saved us for his good will. It is for Gods desire. Gods desire is Glory and salvation is a big part of Gods Glory. God is Glory is one is Saved and he is Glory if he damns a man to Hell. God is going to look good no matter what people think. God pick and chooses the ones he saves and this passage makes it clear to me.

11 In Him also we have obtained an inheritance, being predestined according to the purpose of Him who works all things according to the counsel of His will[3]

Predestination is a word that we need to define. Here is a long definition that is in my software. I will put it at the end of tonight’s writing. God has a will a desire and this is a part of salvation. God also draws people to Jesus.
[1]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[2]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.
[3]The New King James Version, (Nashville, TN: Thomas Nelson Publishers) 1998, c1982.

Tuesday, May 03, 2005

 

Ange in the bible

Week 2 on the Job search. I got one interview and I am praying I can get it and it is over but it is up to the Lord and I want his will. I think he is going to place me where he wants me. I got to see the family this weekend and that is good. I filled out a number of apps or more like tickets to ask for a job. You got a app you can talk so I am doing all I am able to find a job. I am going to Katie’s wedding with the money I got in the bank. I want to work and I am praying Lord for you to place me where you want me to go. I ask you all to pray for me and see the lord work. UI also need to find a place for the lord to leave my temper. I want to get healed of it. I am sick of this temper and seek to get some healing from my past sins and do better.

I got to ride with dave today and I had a relaxing day. I am honestly having a harder time looking than I need to. I am kind of scared but know the Lord is not going to allow me to starve and go insane. He is not going to leave me. I am not sure that he is not going to keep me from a job for a long time or not but I am sad and do not want to make this last forever. I want to work its just finding the place. I just got to pray Lord you put the place in mind you want me at and help me trust you for it.

Lets go on some more anger verses.

Romans 12:19 Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.
We are not to repay others personally for the sins they do to me. I know it is not wise to be mad but it is not good to ever repay. We do not need to repay evil for evil and we are to let the Lord repay. Knowing the Lord saves people even ones that do not deserve it. I think of Lara who I am mad at and I need to not be mad and seek her out for revenge. I need to forgive her and allow the Lord to deal with her. She claims Jesus so maybe it is her needs to help me work to forgive her. I need to forgive her and move on.

Proverbs 21:24 Proud and haughty scorner is his name, who dealeth in proud wrath.
I see this in my heart and the bible said it so it is truth, I am never going to deal with anger unless I deal with my pride. Pride to me is getting what I want when I want it. I am a bad one here because pride got me nowhere in life. It got me fired. Pride is a root I do not need because it is going to kill me in the spirit and I want to be alive in that all I am able.

Shadman

 

Anger Verses

Week 2 on the Job search. I got one interview and I am praying I can get it and it is over but it is up to the Lord and I want his will. I think he is going to place me where he wants me. I got to see the family this weekend and that is good. I filled out a number of apps or more like tickets to ask for a job. You got a app you can talk so I am doing all I am able to find a job. I am going to Katie’s wedding with the money I got in the bank. I want to work and I am praying Lord for you to place me where you want me to go. I ask you all to pray for me and see the lord work. UI also need to find a place for the lord to leave my temper. I want to get healed of it. I am sick of this temper and seek to get some healing from my past sins and do better.

I got to ride with dave today and I had a relaxing day. I am honestly having a harder time looking than I need to. I am kind of scared but know the Lord is not going to allow me to starve and go insane. He is not going to leave me. I am not sure that he is not going to keep me from a job for a long time or not but I am sad and do not want to make this last forever. I want to work its just finding the place. I just got to pray Lord you put the place in mind you want me at and help me trust you for it.

Lets go on some more anger verses.

Romans 12:19 Dearly beloved, avenge not yourselves, but rather give place unto wrath: for it is written, Vengeance is mine; I will repay, saith the Lord.
We are not to repay others personally for the sins they do to me. I know it is not wise to be mad but it is not good to ever repay. We do not need to repay evil for evil and we are to let the Lord repay. Knowing the Lord saves people even ones that do not deserve it. I think of Lara who I am mad at and I need to not be mad and seek her out for revenge. I need to forgive her and allow the Lord to deal with her. She claims Jesus so maybe it is her needs to help me work to forgive her. I need to forgive her and move on.

Proverbs 21:24 Proud and haughty scorner is his name, who dealeth in proud wrath.
I see this in my heart and the bible said it so it is truth, I am never going to deal with anger unless I deal with my pride. Pride to me is getting what I want when I want it. I am a bad one here because pride got me nowhere in life. It got me fired. Pride is a root I do not need because it is going to kill me in the spirit and I want to be alive in that all I am able.

Shadman

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